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You heard the smash of objects. Porcelain,you could tell. The angry German was coming home,after finding out his hard work flattened by the allies,and he'd lost World war 2.He'd been like this when he had lost world war 1,and now he was in a rage. Not like many people,his rage was really entwined in his personality,but half of the time he didn't realize it.

Your love was strong,and if weren't for his rages,you'd probably be a very loving couple. Unfortunately,these hard times had made him tough and prone to rage,and slowly the man you loved seemed to fade away. He'd hit you a few times,but immediately regret it. You wanted to leave, but it kept on pulling you back. Him. You knew for sure it was love,but you cursed your mind for not picking someone else,but at the same time thanked it. Your mind had torn you in half because of this man,and slowly you were turning mad,too. Slowly,the good side of him had gone away,leaving a cold,heartless man in it's wake.

You saw the door slam open. You shook in nervousness,trying to take off his anger.

"What's happened?"You said,in the sweetest voice you could master,shaking and gulping down air. You saw his striking blue eyes lock onto your (e/c)ones. His brows furrowed as he took heavy steps towards you,and you could sense the rage radiating off of his body. He grabbed you by the shoulders sharply,his grip tightening.

"Do you believe it? I've lost world war two. Two wars in a row,and I have a bad name. What if there's another war?"He cried,before throwing your weak body against the wall,and flipping a table.His breathing intensified as he flipped the table,before you saw his body gain even more tension as he got up almost robotic.

"Make me dinner,now."He said,grabbing your wrist,pulling you into the kitchen and slamming the appliances on the table. He then took a seat,watching your every move. You shivered,dropping a pan.

"That's it,break our supplies. It might be all we have!"He said,slamming his fist on the table. You shook after that,and tried your best not to drop anything and stood idle when the food was cooking. You could almost feel Ludwig's stare digging into you. You then took the dinner off of the stove,seeing it was done. You'd then mashed the potatoes,serving the potatoes with wurst and a few vegetables. You carried the plate to him,setting it down gently,still shaking and walking out. You sighed as you got out,as if you escaped his wrath for a moment.

You wanted to relax,but as soon as he finished,which was very quickly,he wanted to go for a walk. You hesitated,trying to laugh to make it 'a joke' so he would laugh too. He looked disgusted at your sudden laughter,and shrugged it off as he opted for some casual wear. You went to change too,turning around halfway while changing. You didn't want to admit he was hot,as you watched him put on a shirt. You turned back when he looked,as if you were a timid teenager again,and struggling on your dress. Your head got stuck,and you felt his hands clasp around the fabric,gently pulling it down so it fit,as if a change of heart happened. You turned around,as he grabbed your hand.

"Let's go."He said,almost no aggression in his voice. Strolling outside,it was good to have the winter sun on your skin.It was chilly,but you were acclimatized to the cold winters in Germany. You admired the wildlife,but before you could notice,tripped on your own foot and went tumbling onto the floor,grazing your knee and elbows. Germany sighed heavily.

"Do you not know how to walk?"He said,mockingly. He didn't even help you up,as you mustered up your strength to raise your body off of the jagged pathway.

"I do..."You said,quietly.

"Do you not know your place? Don't answer me back!"He said,raising a hand as if to slap you. You flinched,as you saw him chuckle and walk in front. You watched him,wondering how you got yourself here.

"I'm not going to run anymore..."You said quietly,too low for him to hear. You were going to withstand whatever he threw at you,and would teach him a lesson.

You got home after 20 minutes,and since he was reading the newspaper,stared out of the window,still. You sighed. You'd be stuck here for years,or maybe even your lifetime being abused by this man. You wanted to do something about it,but knew you couldn't overpower the man. You got up,and reverted to the last thing you wanted to do. Writing a suicide note,you grabbed his gun from his closet and ran into the bathroom,holding the gun to your head. Germany ran in,a mix of fear and terror imprinted on his face.

"Don't do it frau!"He cried,grabbing your hand as you pulled the trigger,the bullet skimming past your head,causing a gash,and hitting the wall. You looked up at him,as he raised his hand and quickly smacked your face with his hand.

"First you nearly break our valued possessions. Then you embarrass me in public. Then you steal my gun and try to kill yourself. What are you crazy?"He started shaking you,as you started crying.

"I'm not crazy!"You cried,before daring to do what you hadn't done in three years - kissed him dead on the lips. He seemed surprised,but didn't fight you off. You broke away,staring at him with pure anger,but also love."I am most definitely not crazy."

You walked away,the German man looking at you bewildered. You went to bed,to awake when Germany entered the room to go to bed.

"Frau,you're bleeding."He said. You slapped his caring hand away,getting up and getting a cloth,wiping the blood onto it."You're stupid for doing that."

"I wanted to escape you! You're constantly abusing me! I don't want to be stuck like this for the rest of my life!"You cried,hiding under the covers as you cried. He sighed,throwing his hands in the air and going to bed,turning off the light.

When you awoke from your slumber,you had a plan that was completely evil. You'd poison his food,and run away. That was it,and it'd be done for. You could go.

Slipping on a dressing gown,you went downstairs to make breakfast. You put a knife in your pocket,from the knife holder. Germany came down.

"Dinner this early?"He said,laughing.

You sighed,putting a powder into his food.

"What was that?"He asked. You didn't reply,so he turned you around with his strong grip."Tell me now."

You shrugged away,before holding a knife to his face. He flinched away. He let go.

"It's a flavour enhancer."You said,smiling to yourself,before putting it on a plate and serving it to him.

"Aren't you going to eat?"He said. You shrugged.

"I'm simply not hungry."You said,as he tucked into the meal,before coughing. Realizing the affects would take place,you packed your stuff. Everything,into one small bag. But it was too late,and he'd realized what you'd done.

"So,you did try to poison me."He said,laughing."You're lucky I only took two bites. You're going to be dead after this."

After hearing that,you dived out of the window,sliding and landing on the floor as you ran into the forest,far away. You couldn't outrun him,so you tried to lose him. His footsteps got closer,and your heartbeat increased before you felt his hands over your shoulders,pulling you towards him.

"STOP!"You cried,pushing yourself away."Please see it from my point of view! You're taking out everything on me,and i'm trying to be a good partner! I've been in love with you for a long time,and this is how you repay me? I try to be someone else,but nothing seems to change with us! I wanted to escape this depression,and leave for good! But you had to take away my chances of dying,too? Now you want to kill me,but I know for sure my life would be better WITHOUT you!"

You shivered,the words being a mouthful,turning to run away,when he grabbed your arm,spiralling you into a warm hug. You felt his hand pat your head.

"Don't ever say that again."He said,stroking your (h/c) hair,as you blushed. You saw guilt building up in his eyes."I'm so sorry,frau. I'm not going to be able to stop it,but please help me. If I ever try to kill you again,you know what to do."He said,handing you his gun as you nodded,sighing. His hand gently brushed your face,travelling down your face before you sank to the floor with him,hoping for the best. You knew for sure the times ahead would be hard,but the man you just saw was back. And you hoped it would stay that way,or next time you both wouldn't be as fortunate...
EDIT: Almost 100! :iconstephencolbertomgplz: :iconcannotevenplz: This is my most read story, I made it a few months ago, thank you very much guys! Hug 

So yeah,this is based off of a Cosplay video I saw. (www.youtube.com/watch?v=PsijT5… <- It is AMAZING! The Germany looks really realistic here) Because i've felt really depressed this made me feel better by giving me evil thoughts >:) But anyway,if you skipped to the description before reading,I highly suggest reading it. I wrote this before bed on a school night,so sorry if it's bad! :(

Hetalia belongs to Hidekaz Himaruya,I do not own it nor it's characters
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ENGLivesAndZERO Featured By Owner May 20, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Moooooooooore!!
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KungFuKBerr Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2016  Student Artist
."I'm so sorry,frau. I'm not going to be able to stop it,but please help me. If I ever try to kill you again,you know what to do."He said,handing you his gun

Automatically brings he gun to my head and pulls the trigger before he and take the gun away. Is now layout on the floor dieing slowly , "th-thats...what y-you.....G-get.." is now dead.
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icejuliet314 Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Germany...... Nuuuu.....
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BONBON78 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2016  Student Interface Designer
THE Miuna Crying Icon Miuna Crying Icon Miuna Crying Icon Free Crying Child Icon (Alternate Version) FEELS
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Itsanotherfangirl Featured By Owner Nov 12, 2015
mi heart
mi soul
*cries for like 80 years*
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kuundere Featured By Owner Edited Jul 6, 2015
Jeez, what an emotional rollercoaster.
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FiftyShadesOfEren Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Student Artist
hell yes bitch I get a gun
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5sosforeves Featured By Owner Apr 8, 2015
Great story
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KittyTheOtakuGirl Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
This was great
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anakind87 Featured By Owner Sep 22, 2014
Harsh times - such as the aftermath in WW2 - especially in TWICE defeated Germany - led to people doing stuff like similar to what this handsome but broken personification did to 'reader'.
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Lforeverisa Featured By Owner Sep 16, 2014
*push Ludwig away and run to Ivan* Ivan, Ludwig is scaring me!!!
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KittyTheOtakuGirl Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
well if that isn't ass backwards. lol XD
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sarahsmiles16 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Student Writer
loved it!
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Mari225 Featured By Owner Jun 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Is the gun to shoot Ludwig, or for the Reader to kill herself?
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sarahsmiles16 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Student Writer
both
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Mari225 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Oooh okay
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sarahsmiles16 Featured By Owner Aug 12, 2014  Student Writer
lol
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kittykatrocks12 Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I LOVE that video and I agree with you about the Germany cosplayer
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
It's my favourite video of theirs. I watch way too many Hetalia CMV's xD
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kittykatrocks12 Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist

I Love by VandettA and DeamonsWithTea they both make Awesome videos. I do too

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MewRamen Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Same here! I've always wanted to make cosplay videos,but my friend can't afford the costumes and I still need to wait for my canada wig to come through. I also like SkitsoFanActs.
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kittykatrocks12 Featured By Owner Feb 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I need a Canada wig and then I can cosplay both Canada's can I have a link please
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CherryPuppy45 Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2013
-jaw hits the floor- ......

-song theme: Love the way you lie pt 1-
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Never noticed that before! Seems quite fitting :)
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CherryPuppy45 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013
....you never noticed....
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
The song fitting with the story,that is. It's not one of the songs I listen to all the time.
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CherryPuppy45 Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013
Ah...I see...
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mystery942 Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
The gun part......vampire knight guilty O_O
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SyedSultana Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
♥♥♥
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Prussia1055000 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2013
This was a great story cause I sometimes see thing s that way.
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013
baaah I really didn't want a happy ending... but I liked the story
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! If you want,I can update it to a unhappier ending under the happy ending. ^-^
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013
well I didn't want anyone to die but I would have liked it better if reader just runs off and successfully gets away :3 she sneaks out in the middle of the night or something~ 
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Okay! I'll try and update it soon,this week i'll be terribly busy with learning Chinese,so It'll be up before Friday I hope :)
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013
good luck with that devil's language! and take your time with the fic
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
It's not very hard (For me atleast) and if I end up going to London for the competition,I might have to stop writing in trying to remember the script. And sure! I'll try to get it up soon :)
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leakittychan Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013
Lots of good luck to you <3 
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MiaRoseLove Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
This is really good and I love the people who made that CMV (totally been subscribed for three months...) This is amazing! Love it!
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you so much! I love the CMV too,it's my favorite one along with Uninstall ^-^
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MiaRoseLove Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, their Radioactive is cool too
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AVeryWittyUsername Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2013  Student Digital Artist
I did like it c: My only problem was that you didn't space after the commas, which is something you always do, as you can see in this sentence. Also, the end seemed a bit rushed, but it was still good nonetheless ^^
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MewRamen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! I wrote this at 11pm so I was really tired when I wrote this,but I accept I need to work on it. I will try better for my next stories,but thank you for the constructive criticism! :)
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AVeryWittyUsername Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2013  Student Digital Artist
You're welcome ^^
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